I woke up this morning with this brilliant idea, well maybe not so brilliant, but it will come in handy. I have classes with friends so I can split up the reading with them! I can do the reading every other class or every other other depending on how many people I'm splitting it up with and whoever is doing the reading will type up the notes and email them out. BRILLIANT! I don't have to read every class and therefore causing less reason to freak out. That way it's more likely to put my 100% every time I read.
Ah, thank you Jesus. Forgive me for freaking out and losing trust in you in that moment.