FREAKING.A.

FREAKING A. I'm annoyed. No one likes to feel down in the dumps. When I feel sad, I turn it into anger. Not good. But it's how I cope. I need a new coping mechanism. God, I need help.

Question. blargh.

How do I know I'm trusting God when I feel like I'm not doing anything? There's such a thin line between trusting God/not worrying and using that as an excuse to be lazy, ya know?