Out of the loop.

At times like this I feel lonely. I'm planning on breaking night or staying up as late as I have to in order to finish my assignment tonight. It's due Wednesday, but I don't want to be up all night the day before and I have a lot more stuff going on Wednesday so I don't want to be super tired. Especially since I'll be working and have class. Tomorrow will be more laid back and I'll be doing things will make me less likely to fall asleep. Volunteer, hopefully print out my assignment and get it all nice looking, take a nap hopefully, meet with my mentor, take a nap hopefully, yoga, go home. Normally, I would be chatting with friends or just on facebook - whatever to keep me connected to the outside world, ya know? And this week's ACT:S challenges us to be helpless. I was having a hard time thinking of what I can give up and got some help from my SG. Starting tonight until Sunday night, I'll be giving up my phone. I don't text too much, but when I do it have conversation with a friend it makes me happy. It's today's version of a one on one conversation. I rarely call people - only my mom to tell her when I'm going home - so that's okay, but just not having that option makes me antsy. Even not having my mom know when I'm going home makes me antsy. Usually it's the moms that worry, but I have this fear of not getting home safely so I call my mom as I'm leaving school or wherever, so she knows when to expect me. And if I don't make it in a timely manner, then she knows something's up. That's just me.

Man we are TOO hooked to our technology. Imagine if we were all this HOOKED on God? God, I'm gonna need you a lot this week.