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I've been feeling very unlike myself. I'm having a hard time saying/feeling things I used to say/feel. I am timid in situations I used to be so comfortable, in situations I used to look forward to. I've become pretty impatient and easily annoyed. I'm not driven anymore. I'm scattered. I haven't lost hope, but I'm less hopeful. I've been settling. I'm (more) easily discouraged. I've become greedy and selfish. I've been struggling with being judgmental.

I need time to recuperate. Some time to reflect and gather my thoughts on who I am, what I'm doing, what I want to do, what I should do. My goals and my dreams. My passion? I've been listening to Jaeson Ma's "Love" and Switchfoot's "Your Love Is A Song" trying to remind myself what love is. I need a break. I need to make time for God. I need some silence. I feel like the bubble that's been popped and I'm just losing myself.